rancid was amazing!!! i had so much fun. i got to see an old friend of mine too :) and become closer friends with someone wile makeing lots of new freinds

yay! so at 1pm today actuly... me and 2 freinds are off to see rancid :)

i'm so hyped up... i just wish i wasn't at work.....

my one friend is realy hot :)

the only problem is that he knows hes hot... if you know what i mean....

so i made the shirt i'm gana were out of plad fabrick and staples... lol

i need to take a pic of it :P

wish me luck on my jernies....

so i'm way to emotional i think.... wen my friends and the people i care about are upset i;m upset, wen there sad i'm sad

so i try to alway make em happy, sometimes to my own expence....

but rite now i need to be happy... all this anxiety is gana drive me nuts... :p

 

well haveing my own place is great but i hate to live compleetly alone and well my ex was liveing with me but sence we broke up he's moveing out...

but theres not much to do around my place besides the libary and a park and downtown (that sucks), and well my place is soooooooo boreing...

i need something to do when i'm not working.....

ok so i'm at work again bored to the max... but ya my ex who i stupidly let move in with me comes home with a huge hiky... and well tells me that

he wants to date this one chick and she likes him back.... and after tell me that he still acts all flirtatios and loveing tords me....

Rawr... oh and my computer at home needs speekers so i can listen to music... but at least i got my own giutar now... i baught a minny fender :)

its my baby :P i play it lots XD i'm still not that great but i'm getting a bit better...

so this is my first blog on my hotmail space...

well i'm at work its 4:37am and i have till 7:30am to work and i am sooooooooooooo tierd...

 i haven't been sleeping for varry long lately.

lets see i was dateing this guy for 7 mounths and stupid me gose and screws it up... so we're over...

hopefuly not for good... cuse i realy love him... but for now my music adiction is comeing out in full

and all i want to do is be around people and listen to music....

well actuly we were engaged so he was my feancie... :(

oh well shit happends....

i plan on liveing in my apartment alone for a bit till my friend comes down....

but the doc said i can't live alone... but oh well i'll be fine for now....

and i wish the guitar wasn't his cuse i realy been wanting to play it all the time....

i need to get my own... :P

alrite well thats it for now :)